Thursday, November 22, 2012

*HOLIDAY count down - 4 days*


today 23.11.12

guess what?

i'm going to Korea!!! 
 the excitement is getting much more higher

will update the Korea trip when i'm back~


loves, Carmen 

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Big Love George Town Penang

been awhile only i update this post! 
A great healthy Sunday morning with this siao gang
a big love to our George Town Penang
let's explore something special in Penang.

First of all,
a group picture from our pro photographer - Jesson Wong da ge
round of applause for him! 

i can't imagine i actually did this in front of a cafe
ps: the shop is empty that time =P

Chaw Jetty
photo credit to June.

the old style wood house on the sea

pok kai! =="
we actually trying to oppa gangnam style

happily ever after
remind me the song of Maroon 5 'payphone'
photo credit to Jesson da ge

photo credit to Fei Fan

don't bully kiddo. haha
that guy in white is Jesson Da ge.
a very rich, low profile and generous man!
love his condo right beside the guyney plaza.
love the view from his house. @@
photo credit to fei fun

me and June.
thanks for the invitation, =)

note the big gal on the wall

my fav scenic spot
such chicky face. lolx.
photo credit to..i'm not sure which camera from ><

a great experience hang around with them.
thanks all!

Friday, October 12, 2012


Dear all, recently
been pampering by my good bros
but the probs is... they aren't available
i am always remind myself not to hurt anyone
stay calm stay clear

they are my good buddy
cheer me up, chill with me when i'm having problem
whenever i get scold by a rascal bastard

a big hug to them!


i met my another buddy
his gf one of my secondary schoolmate too
he wanna me it as 'secret'
it's ok, i keep to secret even my best friend i also didn't tell who is he that i wanna met

he came all the way from KL,
night after gao dim his work only can manage the time to meet up with me

i fetch him at 7 something
bring him to winter warmer

his order his meal and i ordered mine
but came to drinks
har, i 1st time see a guy would take idea for me
he look through the menu and said
u order this and i order this
coz both he also wanna try
okay, let him. 

after dinner movie.
universal soldiers

very rascal this guy
never ever will a guy actually will pull down my hand to cover my eyes
whenever there's a bloody scene
he did
i close my half eyes with my hand and he just pull like that. wtf

gotta push back his head next time!

oh ya, that movie.. not gonna recommended for it.
not really that nice to watch, my opinion la.

that's all! bye... 

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Ques: "will this morning dream come true?"

harrloo..hey you. why u so ba dao?
always disturb with my mind and my thought.
how dare you, this morning still burst in my dream
let me story out as what i remember in that dream
eh emm... ready.

i was in a crazy bad/sad mood
inside your car, i sit behind
then i was wearing a orange pajamas dress *wtf*
then headed to a bah kut teh restaurant
u said 'bring you go eat bah kut teh'
and you ask before got down from the car
'you ok boh, wearing pajama‘
then i said i got jacket
ok he park in front of the restaurant
we got down
and cross the road, OMG
OMFG you hold my hand cross the road and walk in the shop
*fact is i don't remember is the restaurant or other shop before step in the restaurant*
i just got crazy u hold my hand
the feeling is so fucking real
*i can touch, very smooth and gentle hand holding me*
then the dream no more d.
just like that!
maybe the god is giving me some clue that u will be mine
the continue story, let you fill it in my future life time.

Monday, September 3, 2012


nice morning.
wake up practice piano for an hour

breakfast with mom
and get ready

today i've got 2 dates

1st date with my sista to the music concert 3-4.30

2nd date with Edmund. As promise he wanna bring me go sing k fa xie fa xie.

not bad the music concert overall
like the Peter Lo plays.
very pro and steady performance. 

they played mozart, J.S bach, Beethoven, pop song and etc.
A duet piano and Violin Performance.

4.04pm, he text me in we chat
'where u'
haha. i was wondering why people nowadays
don't like to ask "where are u" instead of "where u"
type the words "are" very lazy meh?
i terkejut, tot he reach my house d.
and he tell me just wanna out to butterworth from sg petani.
just nice the time

the show ended on time. 4.30 sharp end, we straight away ciao

bring gal for drive through
for mc Flurry strawberry ice cream and criss cut. 

5.05pm reach home we sit inside the car finish the ice cream and criss cut
i saw daddy's car coming and parking behind us. lol
he also just reach home

so we got down, and i go prepare for my next date.

kinda.. bad.

i told him i will reserve my time for him before
but Saturday he ask me out at night but i can't make it.

and i told him the next day i am free whole day
but i totally forget i promised my sis gotta bring her go music concert.
so i inform him at night that i can't make it early.

5.21 he sent me voice message.
"ei, ni zai na li liao"
he told be will be reaching in 10 mins time.

so, he decided bring me go to Queensbaymall neway.
i prefer this kind
very spontaneous.
never got no idea where to.
and no doubt-ing. always ok. no probs. haha

okay, the view that i capture at the bridge,
isn't they awesome?

he asked. can see?
since there's a very strong sunlight
haha, sure. that's iPhone. =P

reach Queensbay
neway, box 38
fyi. this room he been visited one and a half year ago with his buddy ah Yang.
such coincidence. hahaha

finger licking good? lol
that's funny!
its unexpected that my candid capture skill still not yet 'weaken'
i showed him..
he said. zhe yang ye gei ni pai dao. hahaha

awhile later.
he took my camera and took this for me. hah
top: Mango
Bottom: Levi's jeans
Shoe: Charles & Keith

12am, we both look at watch
it's omg already 12am. hah
then decided to ciao.
before sent me home.
i suggested go to Fuel for pool awhile.
he said ok without a second doubt.
super damn spontaneous.

nah, nice capture.
chok mou?

back to home.
and i pass him the little souvenir that i got it from sg.
a lil  bracelet with his name on. yay. =)
he capture it and sent me in we chat.
that's all.
take care my friend.

p.s: he is a very gentleman, respect people and he earn my respect. salute to him.
hope he will get what he hope for, to get back his love one. hah..

Monday, August 6, 2012


'we chat'

yesterday (6.8.12)
i saw him change his cover photo at we chat,
so i commented
"hodoh la.. haha"

after that i change my name at we chat to Carmen LCW from Carmen Ojousama
then he comment back
"=) why u name lcw?"

i ans
"my name Carmen Lxx Cxx Wxx. don't tell me u don't know ah,
dont wanna put too full name same as urs so i put a shorter one. hahah! *chuckles"

u should stop something make me crazy in you.

Thursday, August 2, 2012



With Chih Wei again.
this time my turn to fetch him

8pm i out from my house and go all the way to 
Raja Uda fetch him

not bad, i still can find his place

i did over ride a bit then, i just call him once to confirm the exact location
so he guide me. and tadaa.. i am smart to found his place.

this is the first time i go to a people house 
and pick a person to somewhere

i reach his apartment. i call him 
i haven't speak a word 
he said 'wei wei, turn back turn back, i saw ur car d, 
i was wearing shoes'
so i turn back. 
he ask. where u go oh? haha

got on car.
he ask me about Zhi Kun accommodation for one night
i said, got no idea so he call zhi kun.
they very lame loh..
after they talk, my phone rang
Zezon called me.
i was wondering to answer the call.
at last i did answer, he ask at home?
i said nope. out awhile.
driving? yes.
then drive carefully
suddenly i felt pampered. 
thanks. ^^

we reach Sunway, he told me he is very hungry.
5pm something he back from Island and sleep till now.
lolx.. he insomnia last night.. due to the hot weather. pity.

we bough tix. 
i wanna watch 2D one, forget to tell him
he go and buy normal one.
ok loh. 9pm.
seems not enuf time for dinner jor. 

we bought chicken meat balls, chicken nuggets, drinks.
i finish the meat balls. he eat a lil bit only. wtf

after movie,, i felt better.
due to the  hectic day

he ask
'u wanna go toilet, since just now u didn't go during movie'
he read my minds. LMAO!

he ask to pass him the parking tix. 
so that i can go toilet 1st.
i walk out. didn't see him
i guess he must be at outside smoking.
i look  out. he is there smiling to me. @@

we walk to the car park. talk a lottt.
ask him why wearing spec.
he said jian bu de ren. last night didn't sleep, eye bag very heavy.

the stupid sunway carnival mall exist tix machine very stupid.
i can't reach to slot in the parking tix.
i open the door get out from the car and slot in

he said 
"so far i never get off the car to slot in the tix"
"the pros of long hand"
i said
"u perli me short hand la"
he ans
"hai loh." 
i was so embarrassing. fml

oh ya,
he told me that 
this is the first time he let a gal fetch. muahaha
i am the 1st gal to fetch him. =P

almost reach his home
he said
'wa, it's 11pm somthing d, u back alone danger mou'
'careful leh, anything call me'
he get down from car. =(
bye friend. tomorrow he will be going back to KL

10 mins before i reach my home, 
he whatsapp me, reach home d or not.

gonna miss this friends.
never think of before he back i am still able to see him and movie with him again.

Monday, July 30, 2012



again, Saturday out with Chih Wei-the gentleman.
4.30pm he came to my house fetch me after work.

actually i wanna watch the dark knight rises with him
but since that Charles already watch with him few days ago
so we gotta choose other movie
he suggested "greedy Ghost" , Singaporean movie
rate the movie. 4/10? lolx.
so so only.

we watch at 5.20 and we reached there 5.00pm
he actually kind of hungry 
but then in order to fit the movie time,
he bear the hunger and bought a popcorn 'deng zhu tou xin'
wanna mention something.
when we walk in the cinema hall 1
 he was holding the popcorns and drinks
so i let him walk in 1st then only i in,
he still look back and hold the door for me
ah ha, this point remind me of Jason and the Phiak su.

after movie we decided go Kim Gary for lunch
and settle down, and he already chosen what he wanna order.
suddenly, he ask 'why didn't we go to Khuntai?'
he look  at me like desire to go to Khuntai
and i said "pit loh"
then he wonder "sure? can meh?"
i said "why not? pit lo"

and we both stand up and walk off in a very fast speed. 
wahahahaha! =P

waiting for him to pay the car parking tix.


so we are here, Khuntai
while waiting for the food, he actually holding 'something' in the other hand.

tada.. 1 2 3 smile
i ask him look here
then he give such face to me. 

the portion we ordered actually is all in 'small size"
then i don't know why like still 5 people portions.

no photo for myself. 
malu lar...


afte dinner he sent me back

next time we might go for a swim together. 

thanks Chih Wei,
make my day.
appreciate to have him as my friend. 

Charles turn...
i miss my dear all friends very much.
hope can meet back everyone of them very soon. ❤


Wednesday, July 25, 2012


dear all,
July blast,
i met a lot of my darling friends.
every date with them mean a lot to me. 

i hope Aug will be seeing my other gang. 
miss them lots!

a simple lunch with them @Sunway Carnival Mall
been talking a lot. 
and thanks for ur support my dear.

i am rushing to swimming, 
before we find a liang place to take some pic.

fei lui and poh teng

me and fei lui

me and poh teng, 
ms white and ms black. =="

pic together. <3

hope to see u guys again.
and... good luck and all the best to fei lui,
going to sg working soon. 

Monday, July 16, 2012


been a time (a month i guess) never visit Genting.
so here i come for one night holiday.

i saw my old school in the 1st world new opening casino.
KKK` Kong Kai Kent.
he is a lot change d. 
he used to be stylish and tall, slim as well.
now. stylish still, round face appear. and seems like i almost taller than him?
omg, wtf.. haha. i am wearing heels. eh em. 

so whole day in the casino International Room.
have eyes on my sis. 
boring, minimum bet RM500 per bet.
wtf. good also. i no need to play, and waste my money. 

in casino, honestly i see no life.
u win u walk out with proud and happy.
u lose u walk out with depress. thinking how to pay up the coming bils. 
how stupid. 

i just see how my sista play, i swear i didn't use my own money to place the bet.

back on sunday.
so decided so stop by the strawberry farm. 

all taken by Canon S95

ciao. kerja kerja. bye

Thursday, July 12, 2012


As surprised, Tuesday night he purposely "T" coming to Penang
so that i realize myself and go and ask him
he laugh and said finally i saw it.
==" zha dao

Wednesday after work go pick him up at Chain Ferry

hahaha.. like a sor zai. style and kawaii as usual. 
then we headed to QB mall for a movie
sold out. 
change location to Pacific.
The Amaizing SpiderMan.

ta daa..

this time change a bit hair style
like the previous one. =P

choose a very bad background. hahaha

our date from 6.30pm to 2.30am
a very short 7 hours.

shorter than that time i out with Chih Wei. 
no photo allowed. =D

tonight, we are young. 
he like this song a lot. hitz fm keep playing this song 
so he keep singing this song in the car

ps: off to work. bye

Monday, July 9, 2012

7/7 Saturday blast

yo bebu,
just wanna update for the 7.7.12
2pm as promised
he came to my house fetch me on time
really on time.
well time manage businessman 

then we headed to Striats Quey Starbucks
on his bill.

we ordered the same drinks
red beans + green tea frapuccino.
both also 1st try on this drinks since it's still new.
while waiting to serve he ask me to pick a seat outside
coz he wanna smoke
okay. so i did.
quite a gentleman 
even he smoke also look so good in manner. 
he keep shuu away the smoke around me.

and chit chat, talk about friends, his ex, his job.
he on his facebook, one by one let me added back my old friends

around one hour plus,
headed to Gurney for a movie
since he wanna watch motorway so much
7.30 movie, still got 2 hours plus wa.
so we decided to switch place to 1st Avenue
just nice 6.30pm
we both quite baka
both using smart phone but don't know check for the time 1st.

so headed to 1st Avenue. his 1st time visit. 
still got half more hours until the movie
he said never been to Komtar
since they are link so we walk there
also my 1st time walk through the link sopping mall in 1st Avenue. 
i said "i bet u sure turn back after 5 mins there." 
haha.. so as expected. lolx

well, after movie sure makan loh
at Penang famous road side hawker stall
he ask for my order and go order for me. teehee

after makan headed back to my house
pass by auto city
he stopped by and wanna go for a walk.
so we walk around through the fun fair and shopping d'in.
then only he sent me back to my house.
it's already 10pm something.

have a look around my house then bye bye. 

i am kind of xia sui.
i let a KL people bring me walk around Penang. 
after that i decided to explore more.

when i am back. due to my check in with him in Penang.
got people get jealous. wtf
i tot it's not ur concern anymore rite。

psst, i gotta do my work now. boss is coming back soon. bye.

Monday, July 2, 2012

Welcome July

what's up! 
suddenly feel like wanna blogging,
so i put aside my work for few mins.

hope July is another great month.
well, i don't really like month of June
the people i used to deal with is no longer...
the feeling is awkward, indescribable.
just let it be. 
because just one of them doesn't affect me much.

by the way,  i am getting closer with my eldest sister
movie together, eat together, make up together, shop together
so my youngest sister still the same like to manja with me

what i did the most in June - SHOP (cosmetic the most)
bought a SK II whitening Spots specialist work out for 28 days
hope to see the result (remove stubborn freckles)
if still doesn't help, laser will do.

ah ha, 
great news for July
3 gang of my bebos going to visit me this month
one is my darling dear

going to meet him this Fri, Sat.
excited to the max

waiting for him and them. ❤

ps: day by day, month by month, we didn't see each other often.
the more i get to know him, i more i am into with him. 
with him, i am free and breathable.

Friday, May 4, 2012

*All about super Panda"

i know i know,
our 1st proper date.
yes yes, 1st okay!
just a normal talk and hang around for around 2 hours?

i think that's enuf for us.
erm.. keep in such relationship.
it's kind of... u will not know what happen next
what he will do to touch my heart again. 

skip that shit. 

30th April, as promised 
he did it again, driving down town to meet me. 

took those pix using his DSLR
and he did the editing stuff as well! =P
thanks a lot
and i like it. 

also, simply like his style.. simple yet nice.

we both in white shirt,
btw. he requested me to wear white while actually i planned to wear red that day
i know the reason why once i saw him. teehee

yours truly~

and... i bought him a swatch watch, in maroon brown.
seriously, i seldom bought a gift for anyone.
unless... i really think that person really worth it. 
and baby, u deserve it. 

Even we are not together.
but we are happy knowing each other
hope those memories won't fade away from both of our mind forever.  
*pinky promise. :D

Friday, March 9, 2012

*dear puppy*

dear baby
u light up my life

i'm gonna blog about My dear bound bound

recently been spending lots of time with her
especially during my off day

she seems happy and healthy <3

i can't describe the feeling is like so so so great until u can stay whole day with her

she is kind of close with me. am also her favorite person to manja with

she choose people. and people seldom choose her. 
nobody can tahan with her cuteness wei.
such a little bear
even i am blogging this she is disturbing beside. heh

i show her to someone through webcam
and she is cute enuf to stay still and be good on my bed only
LMAO. OMFG cute hell!

it's good to adopt a pet 
and most important thing
must spent time with them no matter how busy you are
because they have feeling too
yes. she told me! by showing me the face that how desperate she wanna 
be with us always!


good day! =)

Tuesday, March 6, 2012


2nd date for lunch on March @Mc D

our 1st glance was. omfg damn shy


here u go!

tempting Ferrero Rocher given by him! =P

just like last time

he accompanying me until i finish my break time and sent me back! =P

sporting enuf rite rite rite! 

the precious one hour. 

thanks for light up my life a lil bit with the lil surprise! 

hope non of my friend gonna see this post!

Amen! good night world! 

sleep tight! 

Sunday, February 19, 2012

*he made it, thanks dear*

he promised to come on 18th Feb
he did. he made it
kinda unexpected
tot he was just say say only at 1st

on 17th Feb night he still said not sure yet,
maybe couldn't come because got something need to settle

next day morning he text me and said on da way d...
oh yea.
he came with his bro driving all the way from Perlis to Penang

thank you very much dear
ur effort mean a lot to me

i was stuck with Mr Lim at 4pm until 6pm
and i go out
very fast i went out to rest

luckily i still made to see him
cute dao bao


shy dao bao

our 1st proper dinner bah

when he was here we just used to smile to each other only
until one day he resigned
only we started to get contact to each other
until one day he added me in the FB, then T then we getting closer

he liked my photos, comments, call me baby, pamper me a lot 
as i never expect he is that kind of caring person

ok back to topic
after dinner 
he asked to buy me Mc D ice cream
hah.. i was naughty to push his hand while he was eating

he laugh and said 'kurang ajaq'

he like my em

i dun know what to say anymore

there are too much sweet little memory appear deep inside my heart

*i should stop missing him*

can't wait for March! =P

Monday, February 13, 2012

it's all about A to Z

this alike his style

wish i could make this post as 'private'
that's mean only me will know got this post
sadly, i dun know how to make it 
and also dun know whether got this type of privatize function on blogger not

i just want to shout.

love you baby

tsk... pathetic for myself
wish i could stop playing around and be serious this time ok

'u smile, i smile' 
he said that! =P

i know i know
i just can't get him out of my mind

1/2 our 1st conversation

12/2 we chat through web cam until mid night early morning 5a.m
we said bye bye at 4.++ but still couldn't bye

we both look so silly and non stop smiling, laughing and wek-ing *shy

he said wanna come to Penang on 18th Feb, let's see how then!

bye.. looking forward for that ❤

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

*it's been awhile*

eh em...
felt kinda weirdo when i am trying to post this
the feeling is like
ugh...soooo strange like i never did b4.
working life
other than work still work
nothing much special 
am i right? agree?

skip that shit
me, myself already fulfill most of the wishlist for 2011 
EXCEPT for one which is hit my targer put off weight to 50KG

am doing 2012, but i will keeping it P&C
so, gonna bring forward to this year the above unfulfilled target

great that i did more than what's my target to last year
keep it up! 

good day! cheeseee